I remembered the day i celebrated my last day, for internship in KL (Malaysia). It’s located in Pizza Hut, Kelana Jaya just about 6/7 people. Conversation start and continue to something different. Again, it’s about plastic surgery, for woman who’s stress out with her intimate part. Yeah, it’s her breast (i’m not trying to be talking harsh or porn, but it’s a common topic, anyway its just a joke)

She said, that hers is not good in shape, and trying to go for surgery. First i thought, she was make a serious discussion,but the in end it’s just a joke. Fiuhh, i was like being trapped in that situation.

Even so, she’d decided to go for it. It will soon become disaster for her, the shape change into irregular in a few month/years. What i can get from that case, is to be grateful in whatever condition we have. There’s so many people out there who really more suffering than us, but than, they still have to struggle to be survive in this world.

Talking about those problem is just a little piece from this world, such as poverty, genital mutilation, drugs, global warming, etc. I know it’s such a pharisee to be so much care about world situation, but we can start from small things inside ourselves. Because if you want to see the change in world,we must have a change in ourselves. Just believe and have a faith that someday somehow,we can be a better nation and make a second wind in every segment of life.

Back to topic, which is the worst birthday in my life was just caused from a little misunderstanding from me and my mother. I was being such a rebel and hoggish (egoist).

I was kind of wasting my time for a few months (about 4 months) to be so damn lazy and foolish. I should manage my time according to none of assignment or project from college, yeah absolutely, i was kind of free. And still i cant manage my time, for sleep, eat, and can manage time for get any job. Even i graduated from diploma, still i can not get my certificate though. It was such a ridiculous, because i have not complete all the subject. It was ‘Web Design Principle’, yeah and it’s kind of flash thingy to be done. It was counted as late submission, some more i need to wait for 2 months, ’till it marked by the lecturer, about December, i guess so. I try my best, to keep contact with school management to solve the problem, but instead of help for the way out, i was scold due to very late submission. While i was thinking, it may caused of my decision not to continue degree in KL, might be the reason of retarding for my certificate out and send to my address. Nothing that can be done, except pray and keep asking for the certificate. It (=certificate) is some kind of my savior, according to lack of optional between study or work. It also provoke a pressure from many party, especially family, friend.

Wish the best for me please.

I’m a girl, not yet a woman who still searching for her prince charming (sounds funny huh?!)

Well, honestly i cant describe my self that much,but i’ll try to be more open minded, appreciate and to be grateful with all i have and do the best things that i can do.

- I love watch movie (no horror please)

- I love eat good food (consider healthy food, Pizza??)

- I love smell of coffee in the morning (and its taste of course, a sweet one is a good choice)

- I love to cook (but almost all i’ve done are messed up!!! >.<)

- I love to get travelling and hunting culinary (still manage time to catchup)

- I love to talk a lottttt (unless you’re the one i hate or random person)

- I love to listen to some music (it can be any type of music,hard rock is exceptional)

- I love to sleep in long hour

- I love gray, white, black, blue, pink and green ( i think almost all color i love it, but depend on how it looks like)

- I love to read some books, apparently its not book about history, more to ‘light’ novel (romance/comedy)

- I love to explore more in fashion magazine, how the layout looks like, the photos, the style (one thing that i’d like to confess is, my style in fashion can be undetermined,it means no flavor? just simply wear outfit which is comfort and looks good)

- I love to ‘sing’ (some people just told me that it’s better if i am not singing, whats does it mean huh? haha kidding)

- I love to swim, swim and swim (jogging counted as well)

- I love to observe about people characterize and behavior

- I love to watch culinary show in tv,  browsing recipe in blog or bookstore)

- I had too much dream but it’s just a dream (i must convince my self, that one day all my dreams will come true,amen !)

- I would like to learn some instrument like piano or violin, *poor me* i have no chance

- I have some negative side, such as : laziness, never satisfied, envying others, more talk than action (talk is cheap huh?!)

- I have also some positive side, such as : care to family & friends, *what else? i have no idea at all*

Those crappy words, are describe 20% part of me, the rest are leave for me.

Have a good night dear,

God Bless ! ^____________________^

Without action, word is just a word.